Hello, Benjamin from Brother’s Campfire here!
Some time ago, I spoke with a friend about imposter syndrome.
Apparently, it is an experience in which you believe you are not as competent as others think you are, or you do not deserve the things you have achieved and at any moment you may be exposed as a fraud.
You can read an overview of imposter syndrome here.
So far as I can tell , I do not suffer from imposter syndrome.
I thing being an imposter sometimes would make me more agreeable.
In every little thing I go after, I fight tooth and nail, ensuring I know the ins and outs of a task to the best of my ability.
I may feel outgunned ,or that others may have more resources, but I never feel like an imposter.
In a strange turn of events, I was thinking about this topic yesterday when I found I had been suspended from a South Korean site where I have been crossposting. Some of you are familiar with my shameless and probably impossible pursuit of North Korean traffic.
What was I suspended for?
I was embarrassed and wracked my brain. What had I done?
I posted a picture of myself and one of those awful 419eater photos to validate that I am me, a couple of of links to my site, a YT video of me running down the stairs and a picture of a bowl of vegetables I had taken. Or had I? Was I even me? There were so many questions going through my brain.
Apparently, they will tell me what I did wrong in a few days. I have reached out to the site owner as I would like to continue crossposting.
I just knew they would find out I wasn’t myself. It was only a matter of time.
While I don’t have imposter syndrome, I think I have a little imposter complex after this insinuation.